I AM….Continued

In the early morning hours, my special time of the day when I arise even before the birds….who forgot to go south because our crazy weather is as mixed up as humanity…I discover a little bit more about who I am.  If you read an earlier blog about “I AM” you’ll know that my understanding (as it is this moment), my belief (as it is this moment) is that all of that creation we call “human” “kind” (isn’t that an oxymoron….human”kind” with wars raging all around us) is a reflection (or at least we are supposed to be) of He who created us – YHWH.  I belief that when we are told in the Tanakh/Torah/Bible that we are, “made in His image,” that that image is Spirit.  I can’t imagine a creator as being restricted as we human kind have imposed upon ourselves; we have imposed self-limitations and reinforced those limitations with the thoughts of our mind.

How do these restrictions come about?  They start early in our years when the “age of reasoning and understanding” starts to unfold in each child.  They start when we hear words from a parent that tell us in not so kind words things like, “Oh, don’t be so ridiculous,” or “That was a stupid thing to do,” or, “How could you be so stupid,” or….. Do you get the point?

We need to know who “I am,” and the only way to know is to, “Go into your closet,” and “Be still,” and know what YHWH meantwhen He said, “I AM.”  Then take it a step further and include the Word that tells us, tells our limiting mind….that we are in His Image.  In knowing, in exploring, in, “Knock(ing) and the door will be opened unto you.  Seek(ing) and you shall find.  Ask(ing) and you shall receive.” we will begin to understand.

The Bible tells us, commands us, in “Getting wisdom get understanding.”  I think (at this moment) that wisdom is of the Spirit man and that understanding is of the Natural man.  We cannot communicate, we cannot know YHWH in the natural but in the Spirit.  And having received in the Spirit, in order to live, believe and become, we must understand in the natural man – with the human mind.

I often see things, visions if you well.  They are of the Spirit and in my times of meditation I tell Him, “Lord, but I don’t understand,” and so I write.  Often times it has been years and years later that I have come to understand what was meant.  My only task at the times of seeing is to tuck it away, pen it in words in my journal….and know it is a Truth and that when the need to know arises, the understanding will come.

Who am I?  I am a child of the most High God…a daughter of the King….a sister of Yahshua.  I am your sister and I want to be a “kind” “human”.  You know that in Scripture if you seek out the Hebrew of what was written in Genesis in the chapters where we are told of our creation, the actual words used in describing us is not “man kind” but “human kind”.

We are created to be kind as our name reflects.  What happened?

I am evolving, unfolding….like the soft fragrant petals of the beautiful rose.  Remember, the rose has thorns…and some times the words or actions of this human may not be so kind; forgive me.  I am on a journey of self uncovery that I may be as intended when He created me – a kind human.