It’s the last day of March and it still feels like winter here in Ireland. Northern Ireland and Scotland got nailed with a snow storm yesterday and I heard on this evening’s news that Scotland got something like 40 cm of the white stuff and it’s still coming down. So, I guess I shouldn’t say too much about the few flakes and hail that came down on me yesterday when cavorting through the mountains around Glengarriff, now should I?
These guys are a couple of my new friends that I met on the mountain top after driving blindly through a hole in the side of the mountain that in no way compares to the carved tunnels we have in North America. Like an idiot, despite my fumbling efforts to find my glasses, I couldn’t and so to add badder to bad, I drove through the black hole with my sun glasses on!
Lessons to be learned in this journey of mine? What rises up quickly is the certitude that I don’t belong in a city, not even here in the City of Cork. My heart, my soul, my spirit…my essence – ME – belongs out there with the mountain goats, or on the other side of the mountain where the sea roars, sitting on the docks waiting for the fishing boats to come home; or higher up carved into the side of the mountain in a log cabin with smoke rising from the chimney…with the occasional lost tourist dropping in for directions and perhaps a spot of tea or something warmer to take the chill from his/her bones.
That makes my heart sing. Occasionally I would venture down the mountain or away from the sea, to civilization, to reconnect with the madness of the ‘real’ world (who says its real anyway; if that’s real, you can keep it).
I’ve found that even in a country as beautiful as Canada and as beautiful as Ireland – both having thousands and thousands of unspoiled, undeveloped land – there is still the chaotic madness of the corporate city. Walking down the streets of Cork, which is the 2nd largest city in Ireland, today, a work day for the folks, it wasn’t much different to walking down Bay Street or Queen or King Street in Toronto. The people in the ‘suits’ scurried by, not seeing, not looking; in a hurry to….pick up that whatever, on this their lunch hour; bumping into folks ’cause there heads were down or minds were elsewhere….hurrying, rushing….
So there you have it; two beautiful countries and we’ve defiled ourselves, we who live in the city. We forget who we really are, what is important. It is so very easy to get caught up in the corporate crap, to forget about the wife or husband or children who are waiting at home, who have become strangers to us as we scurry to please the boss, to increase he bank account.
I couldn’t believe it when I saw the prices of real estate – EU $295,000 (which equals about $404,000 Cdn) for a rinky dink ordinary house. Unbelievable…and why? Because you see, when you get beyond the city limits and burbs that have developed here in Cork, Cork – how does one make a living?
If by the sea…can you make a living in the fishing industry? If inland – well, the craggy rock formations I saw wouldn’t sustain any farming. In the mountains there were sheep and they feed the peoples and supply the wool for the beautiful woolen crafts of Ireland. In a shop yesterday in Bantry that specialized in Irish crafts and woolens, I could have purchased a beautiful cardigan for $29 (Eu) and I can tell you that in Toronto I would have paid $200 or higher for the same quality.
Tomorrow I am heading out to Kinsale which isn’t that far from Cork; the closest place I will have travelled to since my arrival in Ireland. I am told there is a woman there who knows something of my family and their history in Ireland. The bonus is that I at long last will be able to visit with my long lost friend, the Sea. It’s what’s kept me going when stuck in the corporate workplace jungle. I have a photograph of me at my desk; rising like an albatross out of the sea…a spot where I’d spent a lot of my childhood years on the rugged coastline of Cape Breton. When I get to the sea tomorrow, I shall coerce a stranger to take a picture or two of me…just for proof to me that this journey has been a physical as well as a spiritual experience.
Give me mountains, give me sea…
For both of these sing songs of liberty
To the one who heeds the call and comes running
Does not hesitate, does not stall.She responds from within the silent whispers of freedom
Responding to her true love, like an angel sent from above
To guide her back, back to that place in time and space
Where she mistakenly, unknowingly took the wrong turn…sought the wrong face.Coming home, she cries, coming home, soon I shall be
There by your side, deep in your waters of life to wash away
The cares of the world, now so distant, so impure.
Refreshed and reborn, back on the narrow road of life again.Sweet song of the ocean, I hear your mighty roar
I see your waves clapping out their song as they crash to the shore.
Do not hold back, keep calling me loudly and clearly
That this time I not be lost, not go astray until I reach you my love…come come away.



