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My Desire

20 Jun

Early morning thought:  my desire is a symbiotic partnership between my Spiritual and physical self.  Is this perhaps what is meant when it is said….”in that day, the lamb will lay with the lion,” that there will be no more war or struggle, fighting and hatred; that it begins with little ‘ole me?

Isaiah 11:6 The wolf will live with the lamb,  the leopard will lie down with the goat, the calf and the lion and the yearling [a] together; and a little child will lead them.

As I read the whole of that line of verse, another came to mind, the one that tells us that unless we become as little children we ain’t gonna be able to enter the kingdom of heaven.

Matthew 18:3 And he said: “I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

And still another verse that tells us that this kingdom isn’t something out there or some futuristic event or place, but that it is right here, right now and within each and everyone of us, that is the secrets, what it is all about.  And why would that be given unto us?  Because that knowledge, that understanding is for use in the here and now.  If it was intended for some pie in the sky, futuristic journey or place, then there would no need to know now.  I personally believe that I am given the knowledge and the understanding on a, “need to know,” basis; that I will have need of that knowledge and understanding for the present linear moment of time that I find myself within.

Matthew 13:11 He replied, “The knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them.

So, back to the original thought that gave birth to what followed – and when I sat down to blog, I had no idea that this was the message that YHWH wanted me to hear – when we, you and I, are at peace with ourselves; that is the struggle between Spirit and flesh forms a symbiotic partnership, then we will be “pulling together” for the common good; and it will manifest that positive light upon the world, beginning a much needed process of healing.  It starts within and radiates outward.  How can I say “peace” to you and expect that it will happen, when I am at “war” with my self?

Yahshua, my teacher.  His purpose: to reveal the Father.  The Father’s Desire:  That not one of us be lost; be found outside the kingdom of heaven.

 

Shabbat Shalom: My Subway Ride

28 May

It is a beautiful, beautiful Friday evening here in the city of Toronto; it’s been a marvellous week in all and the glorious sun still shines.  It is almost Sabbath time; a time of rest and quiet; a time of refreshing and renewal.

I just spent the last 6 hours at a meeting with people from all walks of life.  What was most interesting about the whole thing wasn’t the meeting itself, but the very fact that I used the subway system for the first time (okay, once before and not that long ago) to go downtown to the meeting which was being held at Ryerson University.  Anyone who knows Toronto and Ryerson, knows it is located right in the heart of Toronto activity, especially on a Friday evening and even more so on a hot sunny Friday evening.  I was plunk in the middle of the Eaton Centre core of Toronto and it really was a zoo.  The ride of the subway; well it was like it had been only yesterday when it was my daily mode of transportation.  I chose to stand the whole of the ride home and observe the passengers.  Amazingly, not much has changed in the last 5 years.  People still looked wiped and there weren’t a lot of smiles.  People pushed and shoved and standing on the platform I noticed how it had changed.  Five years ago you wouldn’t have found people lined up against the wall waiting for the train to arrive, but they were now.  What’s different about that, what’s the point you might be asking.  Well, the point is, five years ago, we were all crammed against the edge of the platform waiting to be the first to jump into the train when it stopped.  No longer.  Everyone appeared quite happy to “stand back” and take their chances on getting on the train – or not.

Why the change?  Probably because there have been more weird things going on; people, strangers pushing people onto the subway tracks for no apparent reason.  Not a pretty thing to have to consider.

So, I travelled underground and stood observing the passengers.  A few people sat and chatted with one another, obvious friends or acquaintances.  The majority of the people were lost; lost in thought, frowns depicting worry or concern and just plain so tired looking.  It’s one of the things I commented about several years ago while travelling on the subway.  Everyone always looked so tired; like they never slept; dark circles under their eyes.  I wondered if it had anything to do with the fact that we’d become “mole people” never seeing daylight?  Travelling underground, getting off in the basement of a building where you rose in an elevator to your cooperate office 50 floors above ground; never having to step a foot outside.  Perhaps that has something to do with it.

But most of all, it’s the sadness and the lack of any visible, vibrant life I saw on the faces of the people I was travelling with; very robotic and no visible signs of enthusiasm or excitement about anything.

Like I said I heard a few people chatting, and saw others.  Those that I could hear, well, not listening to the exact conversation (eavesdropping) I was able to hear that the one was complaining to the other person, critically, about somebody from work; not kind words but very cruel and derogatory.  The words just added to the darkness of the atmosphere, the negativity hanging around taking hold to all the other negativity; including the dust and air pollution that we whipped through.  As the doors opened people shoved to get off and people shoved to get on.  Amazing.  No smiles just angry posturing and pushing.

Shabbat Shalom.  Oh that it would permeate the air that we all breath; that with each breath we inhaled it somehow got cleansed and as we exhaled we exhaled peace and love into the atmosphere.  You know, using the “heart of God” as a filter; for where love abides…evil and all things negative cannot; they dissolve into nothingness.

Shabbat Shalom to everyone out there.  Peace, be still.  We are all one, all connected…I wish you peaceful thoughts, peaceful things…Peace of YHWH.

 

Just A Man

17 Apr

Years ago there was a controversial play about town called, “Jesus Christ Super Star”.  There was a song sung in the production which has never left me called, “He’s A Man, He’s Just A Man.”  I believe it was sung by the woman playing the role of Mary Magdalene, the woman from the Bible whom the church, for its own agenda, has chosen to portray as a prostitute and harlot who was saved form her sins by the simple touch of Yahshua (Jesus).

He’s a man, just a man.  The Bible also tells us that Yahshua was a “man just like us,” that is fully human with all of our emotions and everything else that comes with being a human being.  It is really difficult for me to picture him as a man without first picturing him as being the chosen or anointed one of YHWH, and by doing so I do not see the truth, the extent of his humanity, and I think that is what causes me, and perhaps you the reader, to say to myself, “But what can I do, I am just a (wo)man; just one person?”

Is that a cop out on my part?  Do I really believe that Yahshua was as fully human as I am and that despite the fact he was human, he did all those miraculous things that we are told about, in just three short years of his ministry?  We won’t even get into what’s not revealed in what man has decided would make up the pages of the Bible. There is so much more and I find it difficult to understand why the church would have deemed it appropriate to put so very little in the Bible that actually speaks to the life and times of Yahshua.  I mean, we are told he was born, then he had that incident in the Synagogue where he astounded the teachers etc., and then the wedding miracle of water to wine.  That’s it until the last journeying days and his time with the disciples; three years of his going out and about, but even at that, most of what we read is about his disciples, by his disciples.  They aren’t Yahshua’s actual words or much about what he was up to even in that three year period.

With what little we are given to work with, we need to think long and hard and deeply, then, about what it means when we are told he is just a man and his word to the disciples (and that would include you and I who believe in him, love him and seek to follow the ways laid down) would do what he did and even more.  If he was just a man, and I am just a man – then why don’t I believe?  Is it because I believe he was more than just a man; he had or was godlike powers and we mere mortals don’t have these same aptitudes?  If that is the case, then I am saying that what is written is a lie.  Yet, we are admonished not to add to or take away from the Bible.  So where do I turn, how to I learn, what do I believe?

I have learned over the years that to learn, to know the truth, I must turn inwards and seek within where all answers lie buried, waiting for me to knock, ask and seek.  That much Faith I do have, that it will be revealed to me at exactly the right time and what will be revealed will be exactly what I need to know.

Every time I am prompted to sit and write it turns out that something is being revealed to me, first me the writer, then to others who may read the words.  My quest now is to seek to know the very humanness of Yahshua, that I might see that I am indeed as he was, and that I too am endowed with those same abilities for YHWH’s glory that the kingdom of heaven might truly come alive in this physical world.  The kingdom is within, and it is time to find the key, to unlock the door, and allow the kingdom to come out, because God help us all, we are destroying everything.

What prompted the writing of this was something I read about the chaotic state of the human mind, and notably here in North America.  I don’t need anyone to tell me that this is a truth; we have more personal coaches, psychologists, therapists, prescription medications than I dare to count because our lives are in such turmoil.

Is the outer really a reflection of the inner, and if so, will the quiet calming and stillness of just a man’s, one man’s mind and personhood help to distil that outer chaos and bring a calmness and serenity to a world sorely in need of peace?

If I am at peace, at-one as it was meant to be, will just my tiny little of space be infected by that blissful peacefulness?  Will the birds sing more sweetly and the harsh sounds of the cars driving by be silenced by their sweet song.  If I live peacefully and in stillness, for but a second, will it have a peaceful ripple affect on the world around me, like the dropping of a pebble into the midst of a pond?

I believe that when I speak negatively and see things in a negative light, it is because I am reflected what is going on within my own soul and spirit.  There is garbage in there and as the saying goes, “Garbage in, garbage out.”

If I can go through just a moment of one day in peaceful surrender to just being, will it help dispel and disperse the negative ions and atoms that have gathered around me?  I believe so.  I believe my inner will reflect positively on my outer.

I am just a (wo)man, but I have everything that is needed to accomplish what I set my mind to in accordance with the Will of YHWH; our creator and He who sustains me, this very moment as I write this note.

Yahshua, just a man and the world centuries later still speaks of his simple words, gentle and sometimes not so gentle gestures. He was just a man and see how he has impacted the world, even those who do not “believe” in him, they know of him and his teachings and his ways.

Just a man – surrendered fully to the hands of the Potter, I can.