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Religion Sucks…The Life Right Out of You!

17 Jul

Contemplating, solely on a personal level, the journey based upon the doctrines of religion, I’ve concluded that whenever I’ve gone wrong; made the wrong choices, done the wrong thing, spoken the wrong word, it has been because religion has sucked the very life right out of me.

I was born into an Irish Roman Catholic family.  I was brought up in that religion with thoughts implanted in my soul by words I didn’t understand; yet they took deep root and grew into a full blown forest of dark and ominous trees that filtered out all light, leaving me living in darkness.  Yet, something within me, for as far back as I can remember, questioned what was feeding my soul, my inner person.  I questioned the self-righteousness of a religion that preached piety, good will towards all men, love thy neighbour, feed the poor, help the widow. I questioned this organization called religion, because like the Pharisees of the Torah (Old Testament) they gave me a cup to drink that was bitter, and yet what they gave me to drink was not what they practised.

I recall, later on in years, leaving a Sun-day church service in a Roman Catholic church with my parents whom I was visiting at their snow bird residence in Florida. The priest had complimented the parish and informed the congregants that they’d raised a few million dollars to be set aside for the possible need to build a larger church at some unknown time in the future when he envisioned an ever-expanding parish requiring a much larger church to worship within!  We got in the car to drive away, from the then already very luxurious church and grounds, and as we waited at a stop light to exit the church parking lot I looked and say a young man, sitting cross-legged at the side of the road, dishevelled, dirty and gaunt.  He looked like he was probably an addict of some sort and his eyes though looking right at us, right at me, were hollow; without hope or care.

What’s wrong with this picture my soul cried out?  What’s wrong is here I am leaving this fancy church structure filled with people donating to a futuristic cause when right here, right now…a man is dying right under our very noses.

Religion sucks when it preaches things, when it leads the sheep astray from the true purpose of every human being; the purpose to be human, to be humane, to walked on Legs of Love, to give to those in need, now!

My first religion taught me that if you weren’t part of its “click” then on that fateful day when you died, as sure as you lived and breathed now, you were indeed, “going to hell in a hand basket!”  I was born into a religion that for generations and generations before me, in my own family, taught and instilled that it was imperative, that the very soul of an innocent baby depended upon, that the parents get the new born infant baptized immediately for fear that if the infant died without baptism, that infant was going, “straight to hell in a hand basket!”  Really.  Both of my parents believed that to be a truth, a reality; as did their parents and their parents before them.

Religion sucks the life right out of you.  It may be based on the purported words of YHWH and/or Yahshua, but it is then modified and spewed out with man’s own agenda attached to it!

All of those who call themselves “Christians” do so based upon the life of Yahshua and what it is he was about.  Thus “Christians” were followers of “Christ” and his teachings.

Tell me, whenever did Yahshua tell us to big fine churches and establishments at the cost of the young man dying on the side of the road?  Religion was sucking the life right out of me and I was blindly following its dictates…because, well, because that was the way it had always been, the way of my parents and their parents ad infinitum.  Tell me, where has religion done any of my Irish ancestors any good?  Hell they’re still battling it out in Ireland; “them” against “us.”  For what purpose; to what end is this happening?  If it is ever resolved there will be a winner and a loser. But we’ve all lost because we’ve all been lied to.  We might work it out, but the underlying hatred and anger will remain; seething within, just waiting for that moment to be expressed, and once again go to war – hoping this time whoever was the loser will come out the winner.

Though you may win the war, you’ve lost life.  It has been sucked right out of you and you will never be the same.  You will come out with a feeling of superiority when in fact we know, deep down inside, that indeed, as the Word says, “All men were created equal.”  We are all made in the image of the Creator…so how can one race, clan, organization, community, religion (which is man made) or country claim superiority.  We may be blessed and thus have more material things and opportunities – but is it so, because we are better than another?  Absolutely not, and until we can see that there is a gratitude that needs to be expressed for having been so blessed, for no apparent reason, that attitude of superiority and, dare to say, feeling of, “I deserved these blessings,” will remain and keep us divided.

The same thing can be attributed to the various religious organizations whose mandate seems to be to shove down the throats of the individual that “their way” is the right way!

YHWH, Yahshua nor whomever you may deem to call the Creator and sustainers of life, ever preached religion.

Man was created for relationship, not religion, and until we “know that we know” that to be the truth, we shall continue to allow religion and man’s doctrine and hidden agendas to suck the life right out of us – individually and collectively

 

God, Religion & War: Man’s Inhumanity to Man

05 Apr

Arriving home from my trip to Ireland, a journey of searching for man’s search for meaning, my search for being, I was totally unprepared for what my Spirit would show me, what would be revealed.

The land is beautiful:  rugged, harsh, gentle, soft, dark, bright, gloomy, and sparkling; a kaleidoscope of everything that the Creator could provide for any one piece of terrain.  What I found, however, was that there appears to be no land that is bereft of inhumanity towards his brothers and neighbours; that generation after generation greed and the lust for power has continued to destroy human dignity, that there is a price on the life of a human being, and that religion has played such a mighty role in the destruction of God’s greatest creation, human kind.

How could he, or whoever it was that chose the word to describe the human, label us “human kind,” when to say so would denote that kindness is the essence of the human – when everything around tells you quite clearly it is an utter lie; in fact it should have been human unkind(ness).

As I travelled through Ireland, a land filled with more churches than there are street corners; a land ravaged with external and internal wars and uprisings, which to this day continue, but not so obvious…yet subtly still there in between the written words of the press, the platforms of the politicians…I was astounded by the stark beauty of this land and more so by how uninhabited it appeared to be.  I was able to travel for miles and miles without seeing one vestige of human existence; mountains, valleys and seaside with no evidence that man had hitherto fore passed by, and yet, I know we have for someone had to carve these roads upon which I travelled.

Ireland has a population of about 6.5 million people.  The city I live in has a population almost the same as the whole of Ireland – Toronto boasts just over 5 million people.

Ireland has travelled the same journeys as so many other countries of this world, and yet until I arrived there and started seeking and reading about the history of Ireland, my knowledge was sorely lacking.  I only knew my grandmmother (on father’s side) was from Ireland and that my father, just before his passing, was glad to have made the trip home to his mother’s land.  I knew of the “Orangemen” – the rivalry between Catholicism and Protestantism – that still to this day wages – north against south.  What I did not know, did not realize, was that my grandmother, barely a teen, was  forced to come to North America, not because there wasn’t any food to eat, but because the “non-Irish” who had inherited the land by Government escheat during the great famine of around 1841, well, they would not share with their tenants and the food and other goods that would have saved the Irish, well, they were shipped off to Mother England for the benefit of the English and Scottish peoples.  Meanwhile the Irish were dying in the streets and fields; suffering disease because their bodies were starved of all nutrition that would have enabled them to fight off the attacks of disease.

The churches and the undertakers…they owned the land.  As a child I often pondered the business of the RC church (born into an Irish catholic family as I was).  I use the term “business” purposely, for it did become just that; another money making corporation.  I questioned how a church my parents attended beside their winter residence in Florida could be collecting millions of dollars to build a larger church…just in case it might be needed twenty years from now…and when you drove out of the church parking lot, there were people living and begging on the streets.  I remembered reading about the churches involvement and ownership of land in Mexico and other places, and yet young children, boys and girls, were living on the streets, prostituting themselves to make enough money to live…or, God forbid at such a tender age, to feed a drug habit?

I used to think, “Why doesn’t the church sell all its fancy churches and build homes for the poor, the orphans and the widows?”  After all, is that not what Yahshua (Jesus) was all about and are we not told to feed the widows and take care of the orphans?  So, I thought, what’s wrong with this organization called the Catholic Church?  Why can’t they see and act upon what is needed?

At the airport as I was leaving Cork to return home to Toronto, I picked up a book (didn’t need yet another book on Ireland…my suitcase was already over weight with what I’d purchased) and began reading it; stunned into silence best describes the effect of the intro alone upon me!  It is the true story of a young school teacher and his new bride to be; the hardships of Ireland and how ultimately they were forced by the land barons, their non-Irish landlords, to choose between remaining in Ireland and with certainty dying of starvation or disease, or boarding the “coffin ships” to Canada.

Ultimately this man and his young bride, chose the coffin ships to Canada, mainly because they were strong and wanted to be there to help the others who were more feeble and sickly from the things already suffered in trying to just exist a day at a time.  What really got under my skin is the basis for this book; it not only speaks of the hardships suffered in Ireland, it speaks of the horrors committed on Canadian soil.  One passage brought back memories of what I’ve read and seen on the horrors of Nazi Germany – and it described people pushing wheel barrels of bodies and dumping them on top of others in man dug ditches & grave yards.  And I thought Nazism had the first call on this horrendous treatment of human life; not so.  Long before the war with Nazism, Canadians had carried out the same types of inhuman acts.

God, religion and war; man’s inhumanity to man.  I am forever changed by this one fact and that is that there isn’t a place on planet earth that can boast it has not treated the stranger indifferently or even viciously; has not disrespected and de-valued human life for it’s own selfish, greedy, political and power hungry desires.

In closing I suggest that if we remove religion and return to why we have been created, for “relationship”, first with our Creator and then with each other (ergo the vertical aspect of the cross and the horizontal – first the vertical (me & God), then the horizontal (me & you…human kind) – perhaps then, and only then, will we have some reprieve from the horrors that have preceded us, and sorry to say will likely succeed us.

 

A Crown: Restore My Crown…Let Me Seek the Spiritual Only

15 Feb

As the long week-end here in Toronto comes to a close, I reflect on the few days that I’ve spent.  It’s been a week-end of soul searching; not what I had planned at all.  But, I expect no less when I turn my life back over to the Grace of God; for you see, without Him I am not.  Just now I received my daily e-mail from Aish (I’ve mentioned them time and again, and shall continue to do so).  One might think I am “Jewish” but, no I wasn’t born into nor have I converted to that “religion.”  I am nothing more, nothing less, than a child of God, who seeks to know her roots.

This e-mail contained a link that allowed me to download a pdf document entitled Three Crowns.  It is 11 pages in length and I only got to the beginning of the first page when my eyes glanced upon and stopped at the following:

WHAT’S IN A CROWN? (from Aish.com article Three Crowns by Rabbi Belovski)

The word used by the Torah for the decorative crowns on the sacred objects in the Mishkan is zer. This word is closely related to the word nazir, designating a nazirite, someone who dedicates his life to holy purposes by abstaining from wine and certain other things for a designated period. The Torah teaches us that he must avoid contact with corpses for:
…the nezer [crown] of God is upon his head. (Bamidbar 6:7)

The crown of God is upon his head – know that all humans serve earthly desires, but the true king, who has the crown and diadem of malchus on his head, is one who is free from earthly
desires. (Ibn Ezra loc. cit.) So it seems that the zer symbolizes raising oneself above the usual desires of humanity and entering a holier and more spiritual realm. Just as a crown sits on the king’s head, above his whole person, so too, the spiritual crown sets a person above the norms of the physical world.

Beginning with the first sentence of the second paragraph, “The crown of God is upon his head – know that all humans serve earthly desire….” I stop right there, because it does speak to me and it does speak to the journey that I am on at this time.  I am on a journey where I seek to seek that which cannot be seen nor heard by the human senses; I seek to know who I am and in order to do that I must go beyond the physical, the world.  Earthly desires that formulate into lusts are the causes of all evil that reigns upon planet earth.  We desire and when we get it, we desire more.  There is no end to it.  The flesh cannot be satisfied, is never satiated.

I seek to wear the Crown that frees me from earthly desires and longings, that I might enter a, “holier and more spiritual realm” I am not talking about some ghostly, spooky kind of place.  Yahshua said that the kingdom of heaven is here, right now; is within.  Therefore to find and enter into that holier and more spiritual realm I must seek within.  These few words that I’ve copied from an article from Aish speak much to my soul, to my spirit.  For me they are an affirmation that I am indeed on the right path; that all I seek is to be found within.

But I have to stop there and ask myself, “Why do I seek such?” Can it be that I am seeking these things that I might be “more important” and “lifted up” in the eyes of men?  Are my motives selfish and self-serving?  I like to think they are not; that I am seeking because He is calling me to seek.  Yahsua said, “Seek and ye shall find.”  I take Him at his Word; He spoke only the Father’s Word, my Father’s Word.  We are told as well that the Father’s desire is that, “none be lost.”

I live in a lost world.  I live in a world that seeks pleasures that pass like ships in the night; like whisps of wind, they come and they go, and the world goes on seeking more of the same; trying to grasp at contentment and joy in the material things of the world.  We shall never find these things in the created things of the world.  They are empty, shallow and impermanent.  But joy and contentment is us; is our very makeup.  We were made complete, in all ways, and it is within our very nature to return home to our beginnings.

As long as we seek “out there” we shall never be satisfied and this world we live in will always be at war:  at war with it’s very self and each of us with the other.

If I am at-one as it was meant to be (Yahshua, we are told, is our at-one-me[a]nt], then I am whole; we are one just as the Father is One.  “Hear O Israel, the Lord, the Lord thy God is One.” Hold it folks, before you go off on a tangent, it’s not about only the people in the land of Israel…and even if it were, dig back far enough and we’ll all find our human roots in Adam & Eve; ergo, we are all related, we are all brothers and sisters.  So I say to you, reader, “Hear O reader, the Lord, the Lord thy God is One.”

Religion, to me, is the greatest weapon of warfare that the evil one has formed against us, disguised as something good, then placed in our hands for our own self-destruction.  We may start out on the right path, but then man’s (my) ways take over and we try to prove to the rest of the world that “we got it right, you got it wrong.”  So the warfare, the never-ending bickering, hating, fighting and killing….in the name of religion and some even dare to say in the name of god continues.